New LIFE, new environment and nEW MISSION...

On 10th Jan 2011, I was rushing from JB to Malacca to register myself at UiTM. In my mind, I wasn't really know am I doing the right thing? or am I just follow what others want me to do. Some part I felt happy because this was my 1st time separated from my beloved family after for 20years live with them. Deep inside I felt sad because I never wanted to be apart from them. Everything that I had I need to let go, the ease staying at home(the comfort life),entertainment by meeting celebrities, and so many more. Now its time for me to look forward for this moment. Before I left my best friend Michelle and her family came to wish me luck and wanted me to further my studies because I had been pending for about a year. They wanted me to realize how important it is and want me to have a great time while I studying. I was touched by the support.

After my parents had left me, I felt so awkward with the new life I started to face. Living with new house mates and a normal life. This is how I started a new journey in my life as being independent, no more foods are served, no more laundries are done, no more comfortable life. My mum did told me, " From now on, I believe in you for what you are doing and I'll pray for your success but this must come from yourself InsyaAllah God will helps you". I never been apart from my family, I was expecting them to waited for me till I am ready to be self-independence but it won't happen because I'm to old to be treated like a princess anymore.

I received tons of messages from friends and relatives saying and asking me to stay focus in my studies no matter what.  For a week, I'd cried whenever there's a phone call. I couldn't stop my tears it drops heavily like a rain..(imagine it). In a week I manage to handle my life here. Its fine for me to adapt new things.

At first, I not really comfortable with  but then i started to realize that i need to be open minded about what I need to face in three years time. No matter what this is the process of self independence. Luckily, I still have friends and cousin live in Malacca so my life wouldn't be that boring.

On the 1st day to class I met my lecturer in a lift. He's the one who ask me whether I'm a new student and ask me where am I from. I was impress with his kindness and now he is teaching me MGT 417. He told me in this life we should make people comfortable.

In the class, I not really greed all my new friend because they seem to know each other and talking in a group. I wasn't really friendly at 1st since it was my 1st time meeting new people. Some of them thought that I am somebody. When I introduced myself they even thought I from Singapore and until now they still call me a singaporean girl.

Mostly my classmates are older than me, we came from different background but we have our own mission why we are here in UiTM.

Time after time I realize it is important to have a good friends which are willing to help us pursue success in studies. Personally, I find it really hard to mix around with people that I can believe with. This also helps me to built my self-confidence to do what I suppose to do. Now, most of them are not that bad. It happen to be my first impression of getting to know each other.

Apart from that, I really wanted to obtain a success in my studies and pay all the hard work that my parents had given out. I do really appreciate all the hard work done by people around me and feel so thankful.